Dearest Clarissa

Coming back after a long drive, and for you , it certainly wasn't a great weekend. You had to do many things you didn't want to, and you would have to remain strong, for the sake of many others.
i wanted to do something for you, but i didn't know what to do. Thousands of miles away, and what can i do for you? I wish i can stay beside you and hug you, or tell you that you are doing fine, you'll be alright. No, instead of all that, i'll remind you of the person i know and love, Clarissa Byrne.

Clarissa had the most beautiful and amazing personality ever. She brings laughter to others, she smiles at the simplest gestures. Regardless of how big a dick the person is, she can just shrug him off, and be done with things. She is in control of herself, she knows what she is doing, she doesn't need anyone to take care of her , because she is a great women who knows how to tend to herself.

i miss you :(

just need somewhere to simple crap and write to make myself feel better.
a friend of mine would read my other blog, so i don't want him to read much :P

i've never been away from you for this long :(

i stay awake hoping you might just come online. 2 minutes would be enough of course.

i'm so selfish. you have your own things to worry about now. I hope you are fine, i pray you are.

i really just miss you a lot. being away from you is horrible. i don't like this at all :(

i've did the stupidest thing ever :P i've actually watched the wedding singer.
and i've actually cried watching the movie.

i miss you :(

come back soon :(

wanna make you smile whenever youre sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad
All I wanna do is grow old with you

Ill get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
Oh it could be so nice, growing old with you

Ill miss you
Ill kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold

Ill need you
Ill feed you
Even let ya hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed if youve had too much to drink
I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you